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When reaching up to him.........

Thursday, November 25, 2004

12:50AM - Prayer for a Miracle

Please pray for me as my husband and I. I believe are calling it quits for our marriage and I feel like I cant do or say anything right. There is just too much resentment, vengeful feelings, and emotional as well as verbal abuse that I have to endure. I don't know what else to do but leave and hope that will make him happier having such a bad person as myself there to make it unbearable. I have no job and have a car payment as well as other financial obligations to take care of so Im not sure how Im going to get through it all. Please pray that I get a source of income that will sustain myself and my bills so that I can make it on my own again. Please pray for my husband to find peace in his heart and mind, as I do not wish to hurt him. I do not think that he knows how to truly love someone so I hope that God will open his eyes even though it is just too late for us. I hurt deeply but I hope that I can find the strength to go on. I dont know what to pray for anymore and my faith is dwindling. My prayers go unanswered and things seem to get worse at a semi rapid rate. Please help me. I need a miracle now. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Current mood: sad

( I need a hug )

Sunday, September 5, 2004

12:17PM - /Intro/

Hi, I'm new!
My name's Bethany, I'm 17 and live in Indiana.
I joined this community because I love God and love being surrounded by others who do!
For more info about me, check out my own lj!

Current mood: content

( I need a hug )

Friday, July 16, 2004

4:09PM - To the RAIN

What brings you closer to God?
What makes you feel comforted?
What gives you a 'spiritual' boost?

Rain, is my thing. I can say with a truthful word, that rain answers all three of those questions for me.

My grandma doesn't approve of my wanting to be a pastor or Youth minister. i want to preach at camps like i attend during the summer. please keep me in your prayers that i stay strong to what God wants me to do!


Current mood: Its raingin here

(1 Shared a special hug | I need a hug )

Sunday, July 11, 2004


Lately I have been having a lot of troubles and things have not been going so well. My friends are not really around, and most don't understand my faith and find it silly and dumb that I believe in him. Well I can tell you that if it was not for him, I don't know where I would be, he gives me the strenght each day and I know he is listening to me pray. I know he will answer them, and most of all I have hope because of him. When I feel alone, all I have to do is look up and know I am not or just pray until I can not pray anymore. He has helped me in so many ways, and it's sad to know my friends think that I am just being dumb, but I can feel him and I know he is there.

god bless


(1 Shared a special hug | I need a hug )

Saturday, July 10, 2004

11:52PM - To the first post

I created this community for a reason! For you! Teens who feel like me! Lately, in my walk with Christ, I have felt that even when i try to reach out to others, even when I tried to ask for advice or, to run to a christian friend. I have felt like i can't! The only thing i can do is reach up! And i hope here, you feel that way too!

Current mood: Its complete!

(3 Shared a special hugs | I need a hug )